I'm not one for journals, only when things become too hard to bare do I sit down and write what i feel. And lately things have become almost too hard to bare. First of all there is the question of how do you know when you're in love? I mean you can like someone, care deeply for them, have a crush on them but how and when do you know you are trully in love with the person?

Yesterday i had an agrument with my ex and he told me that Im not in love with him or ever was. I told him how does he know that, he cant depict what I feel, right? According to him to be in love with someone is to do things dispite of, to put yourself out there and expect not to be hurt. Is that true? And if you dont do that, does that mean you are not in love with that person?

Ahhhh my mind is going in circles, I dont know, its so confusing, emotions are so confusing. Help anyone?

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